Dear Hearts,
Gaia and Johnny are downstairs—they came for dinner.
I am up in the bedroom with Angel and my Bible—looking for verses about calling out to god.
I HOWL TO YOU GOD, SAVE ME.
The idea of selling My House hurts and yet…
I don’t howl. I whimper…I whimper…Save me, please Save me.
“ This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.”
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper.”
“The Hollow Men” T.S. Eliot
Please God I cry out to you in desperation. From the bottom of the well I cry out to you.
HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP
Smoke ‘em if ya’ got ‘em. God Bless
In the name of The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit; Mother Mary, Saint Brigid; Saint Jude; Saint Therese Lisieux; Saint Peter; Archangel Michael, and my Guardian Angel, Jed.
PS: And I can joke and laugh with Gaia and Scott and Mom and Dad. But inside I don't feel it. I'm not acting per se--just playing my role as Kate. I don't wanna watch the Half-Time Show. I wanna be alone in my room with cat and watch TV.
PS: And I can joke and laugh with Gaia and Scott and Mom and Dad. But inside I don't feel it. I'm not acting per se--just playing my role as Kate. I don't wanna watch the Half-Time Show. I wanna be alone in my room with cat and watch TV.
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